Sometimes the places my mind wanders are hard to thread.
I feel blisters on my soles that I have to bear.
I feel the schorching sun melting my head
Because even happiness hurts when I laugh.
I feel the rain falling down my face
Mixing fears and tears, pleasure and pain.
I am chased by darkness and I cannot escape
Still I strive for the safety of a loved one’s embrace.
I stroll towards insanity
And play with dark memories
I try to escape the enemies
But they laugh for they know
That I am fighting on my own.
And when I get tired and all ends
Will it be sweet or sour
And wil it take the pain away
And when all is gone
And love is lost
And all is doomed
What will I do…
Let’s suppose I am fire and you are Earth
I am water following you as you go
I am dirt wherever my mind wanders
Chemistry when I think I am element
Physics when it all blows
I am everything and nothing
But let’s suppose I am everything
As I barge into your heart
And fill the cracks within
Let’s suppose I am nothing
As you walk by you go through me
I am a ghost
Hope and wonder
Everything and nothing
Everywhere and nowhere
I am History playing with time
And time playing with hearts
I am Literature, I am wine
Drink me, pour me as you see fit
I am blood
I am bleeding
Let’s suppose I am what I should have been
But nothing is what it means
My heart is just clay, shaped by love and hurt
I am sick
But let’s suppose just for a moment
That all is what it should be
And all is me