Depression. It’s something I have a hard time talking about, and lately it’s getting harder to deal with. So I’ve decided to post some songs that I hope might speak for my feelings as I am incapable of doing so.
The first song it’s called Wear it like a crown, by Rebekka Karijord. She’s Norwegian born and a wonderfully sensitive musician and composer. This particular song is about fear. Since I am unable to speak for myself, here are my feelings.
“Wear It Like A Crown”
I don’t know where this fear comes from, how I became so afraid of losing everyone.
Never been afraid of being lonely. Now I’m becoming the one I’m most scared of being.
I don’t know where this fear comes from, this fear of failing, fear of letting everyone and myself down. It’s growing deep into my soul, making me all paralyzed and cold.
It’s two steps forward, three steps back again, I’ll turn my face against it, I won’t run.
Cause courage and belief are my reedems, no one else can rescue me it seems.
Cause if I don’t follow my heart this time, I’m gonna forget what this life is all about.
I’m gonna take that path, I’m going on my own. I’m gonna take that fear and wear it like a crown.