The Olympics come to my hometown


It was a little depressing to be honest. But this guy: 


Awesome. 

Depression – Part IV

There’s a Ghost

by Fleurie

There’s a ghost, she’s wearin’ my face

At parties being introduced with my name
Just a skeleton of bones, wearing nothing but clothes
And she is paralyzing

The human soul is a treacherous place
Beneath the mask we wear a dark and twisted labyrinth laid
Secrets locked and closets closed never surface
While we keep composed come out of hiding

Oh, oh, oh

There’s a sound, it’s haunting my dreams
Like children laughing in the distance and I don’t know what it means
Am I afraid to be alone, that nobody will ever know
This death I’m dying?

Oh, oh, oh

There’s a heartbeat under my floorboards
Charging me guilty and I don’t know what for
There’s a black bird over my door singing nevermore
Nevermore, nevermore, nevermore

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Depression – Part III

Songs that speak for myself more than I ever could.

Make Believe, by The Burned

Who’s to know my world
And who’s to share my worry

Mountains rise and fall all the time
And it doesn’t mean a damn thing to God
So make believe in miracles instead

Who’s to show no fear
Then cast the first stone at the mirror

And break the spell you put on yourself
And crack your shell wide open again
And make believe in miracles my friends

Who’s to give everything
Just to serve what they believe in

‘Cuz thats the way you play the game of life
You create the world you want to see outside
And remember what it’s like to play God
And make believe in miracles again
Make believe in miracles my friends.

VIDEO CLIP – MAKE BELIEVE

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Winter is coming


Beautiful cloud formation in my hometown. Scary too. 

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‘I have a new philosophy. I’m only going to dread one day at a time.’

Charles Schulz

Depression -part 2

Colorblind”
I am colorblind

Coffee black and egg white

Pull me out from inside

I am ready 

I am ready 

I am ready 

I am

Taffy stuck, tongue tied 

Stuttered shook and uptight

Pull me out from inside

I am ready

I am ready

I am ready

I am…fine

I am covered in skin

No one gets to come in

Pull me out from inside

I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding

I am

colorblind

Coffee black and egg white

Pull me out from inside

I am ready 

I am ready

I am ready

I am…fine

I am…. fine

I am fine

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/y0s7ycdUcHk